Be warned, when I come to write my blog, I am most likely wound up!!
Ok, something I'm not getting my head around.......
SS was told that he would be allowed to cum if he kept up his good service and when we had our first snowfall which was last night. However, when I woke up yesterday morning, his blog was not published which is something that is required without fail.! No cum cum allowed for SS last night! I awoke this morning to find that the blog had still not been published!!
So, what am I struggling with? Well, when I verbally reprimanded him a short while ago, he was almost in tears - I thought that chastisement was supposed to be enjoyable? Isn't he supposed to get a hard-on when spoken to this way? Instead, I now feel guilty and on the verge of tears myself! And then he's going to read this and feel guilty that he has made me feel this way and it goes on and on and on - a never ending circle!
His service has improved 10 fold over the last few days and for that I say - Good Girl!
Incidentally, is 132 days without cumming too long :)
Comments are really appreciated xx