Friday, 26 November 2010

Is this lifestyle really enjoyable?

Be warned, when I come to write my blog, I am most likely wound up!!

Ok, something I'm not getting my head around.......

SS was told that he would be allowed to cum if he kept up his good service and when we had our first snowfall which was last night.  However, when I woke up yesterday morning, his blog was not published which is something that is required without fail.!  No cum cum allowed for SS last night!  I awoke this morning to find that the blog had still not been published!!

So, what am I struggling with?  Well, when I verbally reprimanded him a short while ago, he was almost in tears - I thought that chastisement was supposed to be enjoyable?  Isn't he supposed to get a hard-on when spoken to this way?  Instead, I now feel guilty and on the verge of tears myself!  And then he's going to read this and feel guilty that he has made me feel this way and it goes on and on and on - a never ending circle!

His service has improved 10 fold over the last few days and for that I say - Good Girl!

Incidentally, is 132 days without cumming too long :)

Comments are really appreciated xx


  1. It is indeed a never ending circle. I've got everything in our relationship I asked for. A fantastic partner, lover, best friend - and Mistress who has entered into an flr in entirely the spirit I'd dreamed of. Yet still I have so many failings and we both question the validity of that part of our relationship. But we've come to accept it's all part of the journey. I step out of line because it's so hard to change all my bad habits of a lifetime overnight. And Mistress snaps me back to where we both think I should be. Stick with it dear Lady. The reward will outweigh the hassles. Your lifestyle will become very enjoyable!

  2. RFM - thanks for posting :) Do you have kids?

  3. Sorry Ms Carina for the delaying in responding to you question. I've been off-limne and reloaded my blog under a slgihtly different name. In answer to your question, yes we both have children from previous relationships. We've been together some five years now and even thought the childen are grown up, they are still part of our lives....though they don't live with us. I imagine it must be difficult for any couples trying to maintain an flr with children. We both know how difficult it is with other outside influences! how are things developing in your flr?

  4. The more you shall honor Me,
    the more I shall bless you.
    -the Infant Jesus of Prague
    (<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

    trustNjesus ALWAYS, dear,
    and wiseabove to Seventh-Heaven...
    cuzz the only other realm aint too cool.
    God bless your indelible soul.